Update

I've been so busy with life. I am now in school for cosmetology and committing myself 100% to it. It's not just to have a future for my family, but to make myself happy. I am finally doing something for me. It has always been my dream and passion to be a cosmetologist. Until next time, I'll be back soon...

Christmas Wishlist =)

For my secret santa and anyone else hehe :-)

Canon - PowerShot SX30IS 14.0-Megapixel Digital Camera (Bestbuy.com)

Classic brown uggs (Macys)

Classic grey uggs (Macys)

Premium Professional Kit with Brush Roll (SigmaMakeup.com)

Synthetic Face Kit (SigmaMakeup.com)

Complete Pink Kit with Brush Roll (SigmaMakeup.com)

MAXBag in Noir (SigmaMakeup.com)

Sigma Pro Brush Belt - Black (SigmaMakeup.com)

Urban Decay Book of Shadows Volume 3 (Sephora/Ulta)

Urban Decay Naked Palette (Sephora/Ulta)

And ANYTHING from MAC! =D

Letter To Santa

One day Jayden came home from school and told me that Santa isn't real. A friend told him that someone just dresses up like him and he doesn't even have reindeers. So, I am doing everything to make him believe that Santa is real. Ha ha ha :) To start Christmas off I helped him write a letter to Santa. I was laughing hysterically when he said, "Ummmmm... I want a iphone!" Lol. After he sealed it with a kiss I let him put it in our neighborhood mailbox. I wonder if it brought a smile to the mailmans face hehe. I have something very special planned this Christmas for Jayden. Just wait and see :-)





Off to the North Pole...

Christmas Pictures

I've been wanting to take family pictures for a while now and it still hasn't happened. I couldn't wait any longer because their outfits were going to get smaller and their hair was going to grow. I love it when they are baldies. I really wanted Nelson to wear a GQ sweater but he refused to. He's the reason for ruining family picture day. So instead of taking family pictures this is the first time that the boys took pictures without us. I found the most adorable matching outfits for the both of them. Well it's not matching but it has the same color schemes and material. I'm not that happy with the pictures but ohwell I guess. I don't like some of the poses and some of the expressions on their faces. It wasn't perfect like how I imagined it would be. It wasn't suppose to be for Christmas either but the photographer asked me if I wanted Christmas backrounds so I said why not. Jayden and Nathan looked so adorable :) I love the preppy look.

Memories...

I'm a big mamarazzi lol. I love taking pictures and capturing moments of my sons lives. I don't just take pictures and post them up on facebook or something. I actually print them all out. I have a million and counting photos for them to look at when they grow older. This is just a piece of the album. My camera held these pictures for the whole year of 2010 until now. I don't know why after every time I print out my photos it's a little bittersweet to delete them off my camera. I can't wait to clear it out but it's hard to let go of the past sometimes. They grow so fast. Well on the bright side there's room for the future! 2011 I'm ready for you :)

Happy Thanksgiving! :)

What am I thankful for this Thanksgiving? Of course you already know I have to say my boys! Jayden and Nathan :) I am so thankful for their life and health. I am thankful for my family and a few close friends. I am thankful for the litte things that we all overlook. Like the bed we lay on and the food on our plate. I am just thankful to be alive and have everyone that I love in my life, except for Daniel. I love the holidays. They make me really happy, but at the end of the day I always wish that Daniel could have been there. I miss him so much! Anyways I'm getting off topic.. on to Thanksgiving. The in-laws celebrated Thanksgiving 2 days before the actual day because everyones scedule was so different. At least we all got to enjoy it together that was the important thing. Nathan kept starring and waving at the huge turkey. Little did he know we was going to gobble it down haha. So today the in-laws side of the family took family pictures. It was a huge family portrait with 4 generations. After pictures was finally over we had a potluck. Mmmm everything was so delish. In the afternoon I headed over to my familys side. Yum yum yum. Can you say FOOD COMA!!! My aunt came into town to celebrate with us and hang out. I'm not that big about Thanksgiving. I'm just big about the food lol! And of course family too. Here are some pictures of today! Happy Thanksgiving to all xoxo

My little man <3

Grandma gave them cupcakes before picture time... GREAT!

Daddy and Nathan

Cousin Anthony and Nathan sharing

Thankful... and blessed =)

I love matching my boys. If ever I find a outfit with both their sizes I get super happy!

Jayden and Nathan with my nephew Kayleb

Kaylee, and my babies Jazleen, Kayleb, Nathan, Jayden and Kylah. Love these little monsters <3

Senior Portraits!?

Today I helped my cousin Crystal with makeup and hair for her senior portraits. I am not a professional makeup artist yet but I love to practice on various of different people. She wanted a natural look so I went with gold and browns eyes, light pink cheeks and natural lips. I also tweezed and trimmed her eyebrows. I refuse to do makeup with bushy eyebrows lol. I like the eyebrows to be clean because the eyebrows frame the face and makes a big difference. For her hair I curled it wavy and put it in a sidesweep. I like doing hair but I love doing makeup. She looked very classy and elegant. Kind of reminds me of a bride. Here are some before and after pictures.